Thank you so much for being in my dream last night.
After a totally weird dream that made no sense the way dreams do, you showed up and we were kissing and so happy and I couldn’t be happy and we both were just crying tears of joy and I remember thinking and almost saying but I think I stopped myself before it all came out but I think you understood, I almost said I would rather kill myself and stay there with you forever. We talked and you explained why you were so hurt and I apologized and it was so good to be with you baby. I cried when I woke up.
You help me through everything. I just think about you and I know how you’d want me to react to certain things and you help me not be such a stupidpants.
I love you and miss you so much, I felt your absence extra today.
The important people in our lives leave imprints. They may stay or go in the physical realm, but they are always there in your heart, because they helped form your heart. There’s not getting over that
I cannot believe I am at your best friend’s lake house and I am seeing all these places that you talked about and I remember you calling me from and I miss the shit out of you. I love you more than anyone I will ever encounter.
and i knew it was bad
when i woke up in the mornings
and the only thing i looked
forward to was going
back to bed